I've taken it upon myself to start composing some electronic music. My first project is a darkambient album focusing on ones depressive mind and eventual demise

Though, knowing the way I work...I will likely deviate from my initial direction

Here's what i have so far...I'm still new to this but I got a result I am happy with.
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ergh...i can't link directly to the vid because of the "" emote in there...heres my channel...it's the latest video "Process of silence - Aeons in thought"
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Had my first operation the other day, and wow - i didn't expect the anesthetic to work so quick! i woke up still expecting to go into the operating theater...Then felt the pain then got a shot of morphine

I had a growth near my tailbone that i had lanced once but it returned so the decided to do a more complicated procedure on it. So ive got a wound about 3 inches long and 2 inches deep now - no fun

I'm still fairly "out-of-it" cos my painkillers and stuff make me go all funny but all seems to be going good i get all my bandages and some stitches out in about 7 days...until then NO BATHS

I've always been fascinated by poetry - It's such an open art form with so much variety. I haven't really had the urge to dig deeper into it or write any until lately. No idea why.

So I decided to use my old webcomic page (that only had 2 strips anyway) as a page to fill with my thoughts. Even though it has a silly name i think it will do just fine.

I'm by no means a poetry expert so it might take me some time to get into the mindset and such but if you could go and check it out it would mean alot to me

Currently the only piece up is one I've already uploaded to this account but there will be more in the future

My other account it ~myleftnipple


still can't change my "mood" from big grin...is anyone else having problems with that? :\

It's been a while and im trying to get back into that artistic frame of mind. I'm finding it really tough to actually produce things in photoshop lately - so sorry i haven't been to active

The last few weeks have been really hard on me - constantly fighting with Zoe and all. We had a big argument just before my birthday a few days ago and she ended up cheating on me with one of my mates. Great birthday present hey? 2 years 4 months and she does that *sigh* Im trying to think positive though - Im going to be happier with someone that actually listens to me and doesn't just bite my head off as soon as i suggest something. It's for the better!

So yeah - trying to move on with things...it's a huge thing to lose someone that close to you, especially in that way and i know I'll be very hurt for a long time but I've learned from it and i had some great experiences with her. In the end though - she was a cheater so it aint worth my time dwelling on it.

Lately I've made it a life goal to learn as many uhh...haha cool? things so I've been practicing fire twirling with the universities juggle club im getting alright at it. Can't wait to do my first burn! Im also teaching myself some more advanced juggling techniques including Contact juggling (youtube it - it's fantastic)

Well thats where I'm at - i really want to get back into my art so keep an eye out for something new k?

( _{i can't seen to change my mood on dA - it aint exactly a "big grin" :\} )

Hot damn! I've had 2 of the greatest days in my life!

Ive been unicycling for about 6 months now and only ever met 1 other rider. He's about 70 and we haven't riden together yet. So I'm always looking for locals that ride.

anywhoooo

On the way home from Zoe's the other day i came across some great unicyclists from New Zealand and North of sydney. After talking to them i found out they where here for "uninats" It was happening in my home city this year...i wasn't going to go because i needed $100 to register but i ended up going back to hostel these guys where staying at and registering as a spectator. This is when it got fun!

I was allowed to come on the social ride so about 50 other unicyclists and me all rode along the beach (i was so excited because ive never ridden with 1 person. let alone 50!) we got alot of strange looks haha! some guy even suggested we where a unicycle gang We headed up to the pub for dinner and some drinks and as it got dark we left and watched some fire twirling (IT WAS AWESOME). I met a guy there that invited me along to a club so im going to learn!

After a few more drinks at another pub with my new friends i went home and got to bed

Woke up the next morning and my dad said he would pay for 1 days registration! so i got up to the venue, met up with my friends i made the other night and got into some games of unicycle hockey which was quite a bit easier than i thought it would be but very tiring. we all learned some new tricks and i even got to ride around on a penny farling! Ive got pictures of that so I'll upload them later!

tl;dr Met up with unicyclists by chance, got into the group activities, Drank beer, made friends, got into fire twirling, learned new tricks and had the best time of my life!

edit: forgot to say - my grandads out of hospital and he is expected to make a full recovery!